Friday, June 15, 2007
i am so sad nowadays . yesterday i am so heartbroke when you said those hurting words to miie . i was thinking the whole night . i shd stop msging and seeing you for no reason . as we are no more longer together le . i wil try to forget you . and stop missing you . as wat the usei felt so empty without you by my side . during this period time i need a shoulder to cry on . but there iis no one tat can lent it to miie . last time when i am upset there iis one friend tat wil always lent miie her shoulder but now . she iis busy tat she wil not lent it to miie . i have no choice so i keep it all in my heart . from today onwards i wil not miss you . or cry for you . cos you seem to be all right without miie by yourself . maybe this iis better . no one can stop you from playing your games or smoking le . now i see you more peaceful and freedom . maybe last time iis i control you too much le
actually after this breakup . i thought you wil at least change . but you never . it seem lky your games iis stil the most important thing in your life . about the few years later if we both are stil single de thingy . i think let forget it . unless you change . anyway hope you make de decision iis right . make sure your life without miie . stil can carry on well . take good care of yourself . byebye my love
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